I’m currently making a video for my YouTube Channel and I’ll finish it, “later, maybe”. Two words that can rule your life if you are wrestling with poor mental health. You’ll notice I said wrestling and not suffering. Because, actually I’m doing pretty well currently, but I still struggle even with tasks that I really enjoy. I love making videos, especially when they are about photography, which this one is. But I haven’t completed a project in such a long time that my channel, something I have worked really hard on, is failing.
I think I currently have around twelve different video projects that are incomplete and ideas for several more. I could blame my busy work life but the truth is, poor mental health sucks your enthusiasm from you. Even for things that you normally enjoy.
I have proven to myself several times lately, that I am capable, I just need to convinced my mind. Bear with me, I am determined that I’ll achieve my goal. Later, maybe.
